Collins Tizzy

can you please fucking not

thank you

and i cant say people are listening to my calls and reading my messages with jessica because she says im fucking crazy

because i cant talk to anyone about this cameroon shit because theyll say im fucking crazy

if youre accessing my computer can you please stop

what could we have accomplished just the two of us in all the time ive spent reading this shit and all the time youve spent it plus the shit i havent and wont see

like the money is like so stupid because ive literally given a fuck about money at all ever ive always spent it just as fast as i get it and i have more of donald trumps money tucked away than i have ever accomplished myself and made prolly 2 figures less this year

and literally sll this is wrong or shit that i would cracks jokes about myself

"operation specialist" like what the fuck

we like got along and vibed really well until the end when we both drunkingly flipped our switches and you said that yourself. like we could be doing dope shit. ive seen one of your videos. im doing completely different kind of shit. but fuck you dude. i mean really. like why are you doing this. is somebody at least paying you? i would hope so.

like fuck you man

i literally was having a conversation out loud with myself while driving to you that day like "i havent drank in months blah blah blah i cant make any weird jokes i cant like overcompensate in that way" because thats literally like a defensive tick and you are the weirdest example ive ever had and i think thats because i was having a verbal conversation with myself before

you acted so offended when i said we had a conversation you were so much cooler than me you and everyone you talked to would have never spoken a word to me

but i dont give a fuck about giving a fuck about you and certainly not NOT giving a fuck about you so all the time and effort is kinda weird

you actually had a whole convo about me overdosing so i dont why you woudl give a fuck

im not threatening suicide and im not a risk or claiming to be but this is the most ive wanted to kill myself since like 7th grade

why

like why

ive talked about you to 3

ive told 1 person

and i still to, after all this ive seen, wont say what you told me that night

and youre doing good

and i dont give a fuck if youre doing good or bad

i havent thought about you in literal months i can actually remember the last time i thought about you

and felt disgusting about it

ive seen you one time since high school